Welcome back! I am so sorry for your losses. It is always hard and our hearts need time to heal. ❤So I may not get my old handle back. Truthfully, it’s my fault. I lost two people that were a HUGE part of my life. My Dad was my rock. He let me be…. Me. To say I’m the average gal is an understatement. I don’t rock the frilly things. I grab a chainsaw, I mess with electricity, I am not afraid to jump out of a plane. You need someone to get dirty? I’ll do it. That was also my mother in law. We lost both of them a few weeks apart from each other. I didn’t deal with it. My husband didn’t either. We were adrift. After a bit I logged off of everything. BW was very dear to me. But…. I needed air. So if I don’t get my old handle back then so be it. Looking through my posts I cried a lot. I only have one beagle from then. I only have three beagles now.