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18 years is impressive. Wish I could have had her for 18 years. Euthanasia was very hard indeed. I wasn’t prepared for how quickly it would go. I was petting her soft head as it happened, and I felt her head go cold in seconds. It scarred me for a while, and I had to watch old videos of her to fill my mind with happy memories of her instead of having the constant image of her cold lifeless body in my mind. I’m doing better now. My second dog is helping me fill the void she left. I miss my « organic vacuum cleaner », as I liked to call her.Sending hugs and hope you are coping ok. Euthanasia's the hardest thing to go through. She is smiling in the photo, you gave her a wonderful life and she gave you lots of love. I had to put my Ally down in 2019, she was 18 - her leg broke from bone cancer and I still grieve when I think of it. Take time to grieve, it's so necessary!
I was sobbing. I continued to hold her in a big hug for at least a half hour after she passed. I'm sure they thought I was nuts and would never leave - my husband was concerned also, I think, that I'd gone off the deep edge. I'm crying as I write this; when we have to make that decision vs nature making it for us, it puts so much burden on our hearts. I'm glad you have another dog to console with and sure you other dog feels the loss as well.18 years is impressive. Wish I could have had her for 18 years. Euthanasia was very hard indeed. I wasn’t prepared for how quickly it would go. I was petting her soft head as it happened, and I felt her head go cold in seconds. It scarred me for a while, and I had to watch old videos of her to fill my mind with happy memories of her instead of having the constant image of her cold lifeless body in my mind. I’m doing better now. My second dog is helping me fill the void she left. I miss my « organic vacuum cleaner », as I liked to call her.
That’s what people keep saying, that my other dog feels the loss as well. I can’t tell if he does or not. He never really bonded with her, in fact he bit her not too long before her passing. I’m sorry for causing you to cry.I was sobbing. I continued to hold her in a big hug for at least a half hour after she passed. I'm sure they thought I was nuts and would never leave - my husband was concerned also, I think, that I'd gone off the deep edge. I'm crying as I write this; when we have to make that decision vs nature making it for us, it puts so much burden on our hearts. I'm glad you have another dog to console with and sure you other dog feels the loss as well.